Happy feast

Time passes.This time of Ramadan has passed.I wish you a nice and happy feast asking Allah to accept our fast,our actions,our prayers and our engagement.

patient is a remedy for every grief..

please say "Mashallah"

my brother Khaled

I lived in Dammam - eastern region..for 14 years..my parents wished to move for living in Medina and they waited my elder sister and me to finish the secondary stage..really..fortunate city..all the time my mother prayed God to have son..during 30 years she prayed ..as soon as we finished..we moved to live in it ..when we moved..my mother became pregnant..4 month passed ..went to the hospital to see if is it girl or son ..she took x- ray but couldn't make sure of this..I had never seen my mom like that days ..she was so worry..childbirth's day came..couldn't forget that day the time was 4 p.m ..I went with mom to the hospital..I waited the news..suddenly,the nurse came and said ..congratulation..your mother give birth son..the child is boy..I couldn't bear more..while I heard this news.. I called my father..no reply..he was in the mosque..I called him again..while he answered..I said ..congratulation dad..you have son..he said thank you God for giving me son after 30 years..

waaaw..finally I have cute brother ^_^

THANKS FOR GOD

THANKS FOR GOD

THANKS FOR GOD

for this grace..

forever ** off **

everything was up..

I'm really pure,innocent from envy and white girl..don't like to injure anybody unlike some of I ''' knew ''' .. because I liked to be lonely since childhood..doing every thing by myself..taking responsibility and independent gal ,I didn't prefer to friend..maybe you say between you and yourself..what's up???.. the life without friend supports you equals ZERO..,but what I faced and I'm facing now..let me really looking for my old lonely..I invoke God to make me without feeling,without heart..I can't bear what I'm suffering now..I'm attractive girl and have unique personality as other said to me..once girls in my university see me,they want to friend me..they don't care looking into mine..no..my appearance..how I look..what I wear.. little bit of my personality..once unlike others..one of my classmate came to me and said to me that she wondered of me and she liked to be my friend..at the beginning I didn't accept this friendship..for three months she asked for this friendship..still I said to her let's be colleague..I couldn't be your friend..I couldn't trust in anybody because I faced harsh fate..she promised me that not injured me evermore..I believed her by HUMAN'S NATURE..I really regretted for believing her..day by day..month by month..I was her best fried and she also..passed.. nine months passed...and one of her friend started to say bad things..false rumors about me due to her bad's nature,her envy and her primary '''aim'''dividing between us..she succeeded in achieving what she looked forward ,but the most difficult when my friend believed her..I couldn't cry resulting of this shock..both emotionally and physically suffered..I didn't object because this was my fate..once while I was in the lecture..my mobile lighting..there was a message..I couldn't know from whom,the number unsaved..showed it to my sister hope to know..yaaah she knew..it was from my friend..I couldn't know it because I deleted her number..sent to me ""I miss you..can I see you..I want to sit with you like old days""..sent to her ""me to ,but I can't""should to forget each other.. she began to say bad things about me until now .....her friend came to me last day..wanted to forgive her..so,trust in anybody is so difficult..but I'm not worry..they will have it back one day..

now..after these things..I'm off to friend and back to my lonely..